.:'boom':.

here comes the .:'boom':. ready or not *fart* i have to eat indian food again tonight. i don't understand how people eat the stuff every single day. g-d. life is boring. my taste buds are retiring for the next 4 months. anyhow. so i'm looking at shit for SFU and i'm going crazy at all this shit. i have to redo two courses anyways and i gotta get 93 in both to meet the admission requirements. isn't that sad? i'm going to die. die i say. die. but they have these diverse admission forms and i think my resume will get me in. cause it's gonna be look'n so fyne by the time i get to vancouver. lord help me. i think i'm gonna .:'scream':. heh heh. mita. we are going to have so much fun. and. third year we're moving into our own apartment downtown. it's gonna be a rock'n place. you betcha betcha. heh heh. i hate men. but i got mita. so i'm happy. did i say men? i meant boys. boys. because boys will never mature into men until they get married. and even then they have a hard time. i swear, all boys are sex-crazy, and they don't get over this stage until they hit thirty. and then what happens? they either get married or turn into dirty lil pedophiles. ick. porno master shit. disgusting. and when i say sex-crazy, i mean sex-crazy. horny lil devils that can't do without a lil rubbin from something. when will they ever ever grow up? i'm sick of having to deal with this. i wish i was in the same physical state as i was last september. so i could keep up this half-puritan bullshit to change my mindset from what it is today. i've been tainted by the male mind. like fuck, i'm horny too. can't help it, i'ma fuckin scorpio. it's in my nature. and hell, i'll admit it, nobody wants to deny the pleasure that comes from sexual union. but shiat. enough is enough. whatever. i'm currently regreting actions i made, plenty of them actually, so if i'm a little cynical and sarcastic, ya'll know why. but hey. with my mindset right now, lord knows all i need is to get laid. ha.