well apparently...

this is incredibly interesting. i am being fucked over countless numbers of times by just about every single person i know. there are a number of deceny lines being crossed, and for some reason this time around - it's actually bothering me. i think ya'll must have slept through the lesson where you're supposed to be decent to the people around you? or at least the people you know on a deeper level than just hello and goodbye... but no, ya'll just fuck around with sophie cause it's all bloody well and easy to do so. somebody is missing the bigger picture here and apparently it's me. who would have known? so instead of going to far as to name names and situations, i'm going to end this frustrated little blog with a picture that should sum up all i have to say:

fuck ya'll and have a good night!

let me start by saying...

i think september was a rather troublesome month in my life during 2005... but it's all good. so anyways. it's the new year and life is just about the same. i've returned home to toronto and all the same bullshit that i left behind. some things have changed though. for example. there's this guy... almost enough said. but yet, not enough. he's incredible, absolutely fucking incredible. i swear we match perfectly from head to fucking toe. i love everything about him, he's every girls fantasy bad boy, but he's fucking sweet and incredibly kind and yet still so... strong? who knew sophia would run out of words to describe someone. so what's the problem? he's in texas. which is a complete bummer if you ask me. but things will work out as they are designed too so i'm not going to fret. so, about a week and two days from now i'm heading out of toronto again, back to my old home to sort some things out there. that's causing me enough stress on the home front but it's not anything i can't handle... it's just something that makes me want to fucking kill someone :D isn't that comforting? i know! anyhow, my hormonal mother is sure to pull the plug on the internet anytime soon so i'm gonna jet and finish this in another post sometime.