some things are not all that they seem.

i found it.

it's perfect.

and i am complete.

i'm not sharing.

and i'm not letting go.

he's mine.

and this is where my life begins.

no one will ever be able to convince me otherwise.

and nothing is going to make this fall apart.

it's too amazing.

too perfect.

too imperfect.

but it just makes sense.

i dare you to make me frown.

Did you know...

That Hitler was an artist?....

I didn't. But it was definitely interesting finding that out.

I'm tired of games. People need to quit playing games.

Things are crumbling to pieces and yet coming together at the same time.

Extremely difficult to understand.

I got plans. Some are little and some are big.

They will happen and be successful.

Cause I'm on a mission.

And there's no way it's going to be incomplete.

There is no competition, no hatred and no jealousy.

I am done with comparisons and done with dealing with people who wish I was like someone else.

I won't be. I never will be. I don't want to be.

If you don't like who I am then that's just too bad for you.

I'm good at what I do. Very good. And I don't care if you don't appreciate it.

There are people that do.

And I'm sick of dealing with people like you; people that don't appreciate.

So you be you.

And I'll be me.

And if we happen to cross paths again and miraculously be tolerant of one another then we can try again.

But for now. Please. Kindly.

Fuck.

Off.

 

sneeakkkyy.

just went for the best workout of her life.

it'll be repeating monday - sunday at 1pm - 2pm.

revenge is sweet.

can't WAIT till saturday.

look at my hot date and shove that twinkie up your assssss dickwaad.

you lost it. and you lost it GOOOD.

muahahaha.

I'm so evil.

<3 

beats me.
sometimes the things you want are really not want you should have.
or maybe they're just hard to get because they're so infinitly awesome.
or maybe i'm falling for something that will never ever be mine.
even though i want it so bad. but that clearly doesn't change a thing for him.

how to make it work?
how to make me special to him the way he is?
how to understand what about him i want...
maybe i just want him in my pants.
cause man, that would make me happy on more than one level.

gah.

speak up!
having a hard time. yet again
what the fuck, tell me please, is reasonable conversation.
how about the fact that some people don't want to have meaningful conversation all the time?
maybe talking about mindless bullshit is a way to forget about the way the world isn't working in their favour?
how does that sound.
don't fuckin ask me if we can have reasonable conversation.
don't take out your frustrations on me cause you're sick.
i don't care for it. i'm sorry.
as much as i would love to spend my every waking moment with you, i can't do it if i'm always stressed out.
and if you're always going to be moody and fickle.
and hard to read. it's irritating, stressful and confusing.
be steady. i'll be steady with you.
it's like, i can't wait to fall in love with you.
but i won't do it if it's going to make me miserably happy.
catch my drift? stop confusing me.
i'm trying my best to tell you how i feel; to make this less awkward for me.
but i think maybe i just need a break. some time away from it all.
just need to be. figure out what i want from you. figure out what you want from me.
cause i can be it all, i swear it and i promise.
just tell me what it is. show me. i'll be it.
only for you.

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time
I will fall into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear
to see still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in
give it up
and then
take a breath
make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold