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don't you just hate the word hope?
it has all these funny notions
it's only meaning is "maybe"
maybe hurts
maybe is cruel
maybe means pain
either way it turns out, you're never really prepared
it's like death
so uncertain.
hope means nothing anymore
hope implies feeling numb
it creates ignorance.
anger too
hope, hope is the scum of the earth
stupid girl.
Pandora. Overly inquisitive.
you curiousity has killed me.
now we suffer
we have greed and hunger, for hope.
broken because of a box
hope is shit.
foul, horrid, repulsive.
makes me sick.
but after all this...
all i can do is hope.
hope it will get better.
hope it will turn out my way.
all we can do, is hope.