let me start by saying...

i think september was a rather troublesome month in my life during 2005... but it's all good. so anyways. it's the new year and life is just about the same. i've returned home to toronto and all the same bullshit that i left behind. some things have changed though. for example. there's this guy... almost enough said. but yet, not enough. he's incredible, absolutely fucking incredible. i swear we match perfectly from head to fucking toe. i love everything about him, he's every girls fantasy bad boy, but he's fucking sweet and incredibly kind and yet still so... strong? who knew sophia would run out of words to describe someone. so what's the problem? he's in texas. which is a complete bummer if you ask me. but things will work out as they are designed too so i'm not going to fret. so, about a week and two days from now i'm heading out of toronto again, back to my old home to sort some things out there. that's causing me enough stress on the home front but it's not anything i can't handle... it's just something that makes me want to fucking kill someone :D isn't that comforting? i know! anyhow, my hormonal mother is sure to pull the plug on the internet anytime soon so i'm gonna jet and finish this in another post sometime.